Monday, April 21, 2008
Smile cause it's happened...
Well... it's been long long ago since i lasted blogged. I've been through a whole shitload of an emotional rollercoaster ride. Loves' lost... Heartbreak... tears... and pain... yeah... pain...I'm going to try to learn to let go... To let go of a past which i know it'll be hard to... Not to forget... just to let go....
Why is it that for some people, falling in love is so easy? I find it so so very hard to love someone.
Thanks someone for all the lovely memories.... Thanks for the times we've shared...
You'll be happy with her. You made that decision obviously cause she's better and treats you way better. Hope you and her would one day get married, have a family and grow old together. Good luck in converting her though cause i know it'll be way tougher than compared to me.
Wishing you all the best in life...
Today... it's an official goodbye...
Today... it's my turn to give up...
Today is my turn to try to love someone.... And maybe oneday i will... I'm sorry... As i said... I'm not like you... I don't fall in love so easily. Hope you really love her... Hope that it's true love and not cause she was there for you and that's why you decided to 'love' a complete stranger. Look deep inside your heart and ask yourself alright? Don't get hurt....
Today.... is a new beginning of a life.... without you....
Goodbye....
3-na's black past on 11:10 PM
Sunday, December 30, 2007
New stuff for the new year!
Been a long time since i've blogged... The trip to Korea was ok... Nat, i got tons of seaweed! (i feel so lazy to blog)
Anyway i went on a shopping spree today... Here's what i got for the new year!
Thanks for the shirt baby. I love it so much! *kisses*
My new stuff for the new year.
- Oakley Script Sunglasses
- Converse Jack Purcell (I still love my sneakers)
- 16GB iPod iTouch
- Gucci Bag
- Gucci Wallet
I needa stop buying stuff in black! Ahhh!!! Maybe that'll be my new year resolution! Wear more colours!
3-na's black past on 6:28 PM
Friday, December 14, 2007
Ryan is so adorable!
Oh yeah! How can i forget to blog this!
Yesterday, went over to my lil couzzie's place to both celebrate my grandma's birthday (which the cake i bought from Swissbake was totally sinfully awesome!) and to pass Ryan the christmas present which i bought for him.
Me being a drummer and wanting to hone his skills while his young. Haha! okok! I'm kidding. Well.. I notices how everytime Ryan came over to my place, he'll head for my room and towards my drumset where he'll have a ball of a time playing. So for christmas, i bought him the cutest baby electronic drumset.
Ryan hugged me, planted a lil kiss on my cheeks and told me he liked the present. Aww... So cute for a 2yr old to do that. My heart melted. He then proceeded to play with the set and he was just so... adorable to watch.
Besides my aunt having a headache with the noise, i think i picked the right choice for his present.
Trena Jie Jie is so happy that you like the present Ryan. Maybe you'll be like Travis Barker ala 'Soulja Boy' one day! Lol!
Here's the drummer in action!
I definately see potential here!
3-na's black past on 12:46 AM
Papercut...
Well.. As usual i've been too lazy or busy to blog. School's a bore. Lessons are even worse. I find myself having no motivation when dragging my tired and sleepy arse to school. Never fell asleep so many times in class before. Only times when i look forward is breakfast and/or lunch breaks with Apel, Evelyn and the boys cause those are the only times i don't having to listen to some boring lecture, pretend that i'm listening, look like i understand and force myself to stay awake.
Today.. was to no surprise, the same. Was so lazy to get outta bed but thank goodness, dad was home and he sent me to school.
Found out that i got a damn papercut upon reaching class. It hurts so bad. Even now typing is difficult. It hurts when i touch it, it hurts when it touches water and soap... Argh! I hate papercuts! Amazing though that the smallest of cuts actually hurt the most.
The rest of the day was yada yada. (ok.. i'm babbling) Lunch with the gang was not bad. I stuffed myself with Sakae sushi and gelato. I also got to find out Lester's soft side. (he specially, for no reason surprised his gf by ordering flowers and asking them to be sent to his gf's workplace.. aww....)
Law was a hella boring lesson as usual. Exams for it is next week. Do wish me lotsa luck. Sha, i wonder how did u go through your entire poly studying law and law and law. I hate law!
After school... got home to catch up on the lost sleep. The rest is yada yada. (boring stuff u dun wanna know)
Just finished wrapping most of the christmas presents. Still got four more people's presents to buy before i'm done with all my x'mas shopping. (like finally! i'm gonna have to beg for food soon if i buy anymore presents)
Ok.. i think this is enough for one post. The papercut is hurting every letter i type and i don't wanna type no more.. so till the next time. And here's a notice for the cloudies:
*NOTICE*
CLOUDIES (NAT,SHA,DI,VIKI,EUNICE,YP,BELL)
PRE-X'MAS STEAMBOAT GATHERING
VENUE: MY PLACE
DATE: 19TH DECEMBER 2007 (WEDNESDAY)
TIME: 8.30PM TILL LATE
COVER CHARGE: $10 (TBC)
PRE-MEETING TIME: 6PM (TBC) @ WHITESANDS
(FOR SHOPPING FOR FOOD, ONLY APPLICABLE FOR THOSE WHO ARE FREE AT THIS TIMING)
AGENDAS
- STEAMBOAT
- PRESENT EXCHANGE (ALL OF YOU BETTER BUY PRESENTS OK! CAUSE I ALREADY DID)
- CHIT CHATTING (OR RATHER SHOUTING AND LAUGHING HYSYERICALLY)
- GETTING TIPSY
AND MANY MORE!
FOR MORE INFO OR ENQUIRES, CALL ME!
3-na's black past on 12:03 AM
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
Showing our age!
Was happily sleeping my day away until around 3plus when my lil miss aishah decided to disturb my beauty sleep by coming over to terrorise me. Lol.
We ordered Mac for lunch and i felt a little sad for the poor delivery guy who was all drenched from the rain. Money ain't easily made when you have a tough life eh...
After lunch, sha and i played the new version of monopoly. Yup! Just the two of us pathetic selves playing monopoly. I would've won too if sha didn't give up.
TV, lazing and eventually falling asleep while sha used to the com until about 8plus when sha woke me up AGAIN, this time cause she wanted to go to the pasar malam at the interchange.
Headed there, walked around whitesands while waiting for Nat to appear. Then the 3 of us, like a group of aunties made our way around the night market while chit chatting. Haha! We ended up at Cavana where sha had her dinner while we talked about civil, criminal, comman and satutory law. Lol!
Headed home after that, had dinner... and blah blah... blah....
THE END
3-na's black past on 11:44 PM
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
Sigh...
Sometimes... One sits and think about what he/she has done in his/her life and what's to come... Tonight... It's one of those nights...
Current song: Finch - Letters to You
Over the years, so many things have happened... Friends made, friends lost. Love nutured, heartbreaks. Good memories, bad memories.
Over the years... Cloud 9 has said goodbye to one of it's members, hoping that distance will not play a part in breaking us up but it did. Cloud 9 got it's heart broken when one of the Cloudies finally returned not to visit us but to shun us... Like we've never exsisted. It was a moment when emotions were running between the lines of angry, sad, heartbreak and betrayal. Well.. but that's the past... We're happy now... Even though we have only 7 active members left... We still love each other. Meet up and things will always still be the same. The one thing that never changes is the laughter... The way we mock and make fun of each other meaning no harm and laughing it off... My girls always... My bitches... =p I love you all.. No matter how things change.. How our lives change... Once a C9, always a C9. In my heart... C9 will always and forever be: Aishsh, Belinda, Cherish, Diana, Eunice, Natalie, Trena, Vicky and YP.
To be continued....
3-na's black past on 2:48 AM
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
Days of My Life
Yesterday... Was my 1st off day after 6 days of working. Felt nice to sleep in. Went to meet Nat around 5plus and headed to SGH to see sha.
There, Me, Sha, Viki, Nat, YP and Eunice ate and hung out will around 9.15pm before we headed off.
Got to meet Viki's boy today, he seems like a nice guy. Boy, you better not break her heart of i'll break ur arms. =p
After the visit, Me, Nat, Eunice and YP decided to slack at Tampines MAC. After downing 4packets of large fries, one apple pie and one box of 9 piece nuggets later, we looked like this:
Don't take my fat face!
High on fries!
Laughing at the two above who are high on fries.
Eating too much fries = Chubby cheeks
Ok.. I had enough food... Can we go home now?
3-na's black past on 11:52 PM
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
Sorry for the delayed post!
Well... so many things have happened since the last time i've blogged....
Firstly... one week before my exams, i lost my beloved Rusty and Teara... My parents gave them away without my consent... It hurt so much... I cried every night... They were my friends... I talked to them every night. Sigh.. Don't wanna talk about it...
Well.. My exams too have come and gone... Spent most of the time after that working. This is my 1st off day in 6 days today.., feels good!
Nothing much to update you peeps on cause it's pretty much almost the same. Work, eat, go home. Weekends, work, eat, hang with the boys, go home.
Well.. i need to go get ready now.. gonna go visit my darling sha. She got admitted again.. sigh... poor girl...
3-na's black past on 4:15 PM